so today we had day 2 of our yard sale and i have to admit i was dissapointed. no one really came around and those who did wanted weird stuff i didnt have. hoewever i survived my second yard sale ever. so one of my sisters went out with her boyfriend and in an effort to make my other sister feel better my fiancee invited her up to our room to play video games. they are playing call of duty which im not really a fan of and they have been playing for 4 hours. now i told him before they started that i wanted to play my new game and he said ok sure we wont play long. by the time they get off i wont be able to play because it will be too late or the baby will be awake.
He can be so selfish sometimes. our entertainment revolves around him. and lets not forget how he wants to invite people over but wont help me cleana up the house so that we can. and he only wants to invite them so he can play d&d with them a game i dont really like. and while im on the topic of him i would like to vent about how even though his wife left him almost 3 years ago hes still not divorced. it took 10 months for him just to send her the divorce papers, now there are more delays. he claims he want to marry me and that im perfect for him yet i have difficulty beliving that since hes been married twice and im sure he told them the same thing. i just wish i had not fallen for a guy who procrastinated getting a divorce when both parties wanted one.im just so tired of waiting for a wedding and a husband i may never get.
All i want is to be loved and to be loved honestly and forever, if he cant or wont do that then he should let me go because i deserve love.
anyway thats my rant for now...
"All we need is love"
amy
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